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I'm so tired of so much. Cryptic I know.
Where does one draw the line with how much they share in order to respect and at times protect other parties who do not afford you the same courtesy. My not speaking out has caused people to form highly inaccurate opinions. Parties who have been respected and therefore somewhat protected do not challenge these opinions - further taking advantage of my nature.
Sucking it up to keep the peace and considering the welfare of one and all in any given situation has a negative impact on ones health over the years. Not owning deceit and the consequences resulting from bad/lazy choices in life is not on! When looking in the mirror is all too painful and or difficult for some it is then not OK to resort to deflecting ones shi* on to others nor is it OK when that fails to attempt to ridicule a persons morals and or beliefs. Sad mind games methinks that are never wise to enter.
I have huge personal restraint. Revenge has never formed part of my heartsong. My heart is currently stretched to capacity. The longer this continues I am most certain the dam will break. Fingers flying over the keyboard, truths finally set free.
I'm so tired of so much. Cryptic I know.
11 comments:
Hugs Kimmie
However hard you are doing the right thing. Two wrongs do not make a right and you have your own moral code so will not dip into a lower field - your inner you will not let you. However it is painful for us and those offenders have no cognisance of what they are actually doing because their life path has not blessed them with the experience as yet. It is only when they have experienced the down side that most of them realise their impact - often too late.
I also do the same - but we do get trampled over like a well worn comfortable rag rug because we care - it is the empath in us and we try to deal with matters in as non invasive a way as possible which will not impact upon the many because of the few. Those people will learn eventually it is a life lesson for them. How and when is not up to you or I - but they will learn. You cannot see it at the moment but they will not move on with their lives until they get to grips with the lesson that they have to learn.
Your heartsong is pure love - you can do no other and cannot fight the way you are built but it does not mean you do not get exasperated or peed off - its that people do not read the signs. God forbid if they light the blue touch paper as you will go off with a bang and that will not do you or your blood pressure any good.
Take care and [[[[hugs]]]] dear friend - start counting very slowly or take yourself away from the people that are grating on you - a few minutes change of scenery can put a different perspective on things.
Pattypan
x
Personal restraint, sounds like you & I may be the queens of it.
Sometimes I have to remind my self that everybody in this world has their own journey & lessons to learn.
Kimmie some people will have to be hit several times with a sledgehammer(or lesson) before they move on grow & learn & then some people never do learn their lessons that is why they have to come back to this world to do it all over again.
Karma can be a beautiful thing & I don't mean that in the revengeful way that some do(that in fact annoys me!)Everything happens for a reason & a reason it has to happen. yep, even the bad & ugly though that doesn't make it any easier at the time. That's why by reading this people will send you love & energy to get through & in return you will do it back(you already do) AND that my bloggy friend Kimmie is what it is all about.
Sending you many hugs for today
Caroline
What ever is troubling you Kimmie I hope that you will be able to let go of it and move on. I am sorry if you are hurting.
hugs,
Danielle
Never, ever change Kimmie.
Who ever has you in their life in any way, shape or form is blessed beyond belief. I wonder if they all truly know that? The shape of your heart is one of a kind. Your special understanding of life and your willingness to allow your heart go where others often fear (so brave) is such a special gift. I admire you, I respect you and often ask myself in my day to day life when presented with a dilemma "what would Kimmie think, do or say re this?" then act accordingly.
Thank you for being you.
Blessings always.
Simone Davis
xxxxx
PS. I am betting that the lovely Heatpoet will wrote you something EXTRA special for Valentine's Day (how could he not?!) Any chance that you would consider having a Valentines Blog Giveaway with the prize being a personalized poem that say the winner could dedicate to their own special someone? Excuse me if I am being too forward, but can't hurt to ask right? :-)
My hope that you will get the rest you need at this difficult time! :)
Someone upsetting you sweetheart? Wan't me to fly over, lasso and hogtie them for ya?
Just sayin ;]
Seriously though please don't waste another moment worrying that pretty little face of yours over dimwits who never seem to evolve to the next level of itelligence in life because of their own stupidity.
Again just sayin ;]
CJ
Texas
Bonjour Kimmie
Gabrielle here. I discovered your blog over the recent festive period and was instantly intrigued. I then went back from start to finish and have now read all your blog posts. Well over 1000I am sure, perhaps closer to 2000? You have what the French call a certain "je ne sais quoi", which translated means an intangible quality that makes something distinctive or very attractive. You and your blog have that very much so and I am now your new number one fan who has your blog listed in my favorites.
Hi Kimmie~
My heart aches for you Kimmie. It seems like those who love the most, and the hardest, are often the ones who feel the full force of pain.
Never, never compromise on your morals or your standards, and always sing your heartsong! I don't know what happened, but it seem like the hurt and pain you are feeling has been going on for some time now. Do not let those who hurt you define who you are; you are so much better than that. Find that place in your heart, and in your life where you are home and at peace. Your sacred space is where you can find yourself again and again. Go to that place and find yourself sweet girl, you know where it is . . .
As always, you will be in my prayers - many hugs and love to you!
Barb
I agree with the other ladys kimmie you are a beautiful person , hope things get better for you x
heidi!!
I have just dealt with this exact same issue myself....
I have held my tongue, although I could have said so much.
In the end, I decided it would make me even more tired of it all to comment, and the best thing of all was to say nothing and make a graceful "exit, stage left".
I know what I've written is also quite cryptic - I guess that's what happens. Whatever you need to do to look after YOURSELF, that's what you need to do...
((((hugs))))
Hugs to you Kimmie.
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